Just Dance!

While sitting in the passanger seat of life it seems to be moving at 100 mph and swerving out of control. I am putting my hand on the dashboard trying to get it too slow down but it dosent seem to work. I remember the days when I was 6 listening to my parents have a conversation and thinking to myself "One day I wish I could be like them having a "grown up" conversation." Well that day has come and I want to be 6 again.

Joining the military has never been a dream of mine. Well actually I never wanted to be a part of it. But I am here now so I need to take this challenge and enjoy it. Everyday gets harder and harder. Every country seems to be havng an uprising because they dont agree with something or they want this person out of office. It makes it hard living on a ship. I have no idea what I am going to be doing from day to day.

On the 31st of this month I am supposed to go on leave. I sadly do not see that happening.(Although I am still holding on to hope). I got insurance on my ticket home. I was looking into the process of cancelling whe I read that being deployed to a war or even being in the military in general is not a good enough reason to cancel the ticket. But being sick is. That really dosent make sense to me. Maybe contacting the company directly will get some different news! We shall see.

I got the news today that my grandma fell again yesterday. Now everyting is alright with her I am just upset about it. She is 96 years old and lived an amazing life. I could think of her not being here. I still miss my grandpa. He was my bestfriend. I think of him everday, I know he is up there looking down on us all. Im not one for emotions but I tear up everytime I think about him. RIP Grandpa Heiser! GO DODGERS!

Right now I am just happy to be surrond by my friends. Although I do miss my friends back home in Texas A LOT! If it wasnt for friends I would not have the smile I have across my face right now. Im so blessed with my friends.

For now I bid you a good night. And remember one thing JUST DANCE!